November 2010
1 post
wants to blog. rawrrr
got the feel to keep every little details of my life before it’s slipping away.
okay. me ish gonna go back to blogger. tumblr only tempts me to flood my blog with reblogged pic.
whatheheckszx
October 2010
4 posts
Turning point in life
It’s time for a change! I’m crossing my fingers.
Yesterday felt like a different night;
&i woke to a different morning.
I can’t feel what i am feeling anymore. Is this just another phase or forever?
Probably, i just don’t matter.
Ever felt like having a knife stabbed through your heart, &everything negative starts pouring in.
Getting too depressive recently; was it the hormones or reality shaking me up.
“趁时间没发觉, 让我带着你离开。。。”
September 2010
9 posts
new love♥
been on it for the whole day! ♥
♥childhood
browsing thru old albums makes me want to return as a child, stay as a child, be innocent as one. worry-free!
look! i can drive :D
&last but not least, my dating parents when they were young ♥ my daddy’s much taller than mummy!
and so someday..
someday, i will just get sick of this. sick of being paranoid, sick of thinking too much, sick of worrying too much.
someday, i will just fucking don’t care.
someday, i will lose myself, to myself.
bye world.
♥ weekends
let the pics summarize this weekend!
excited for tomorrow. iphone444!!
“The words “best friend” is the best excuse without any explanations.”
not for the young
♥ my bb seriously. this is fucking lol
EINNA♥CRUJ says: (AM 01:38:10) oh what if he fucks someone fat&ugly but boobs are like G cup
EINNA♥CRUJ says: (AM 01:38:13) HAHA
tricia says: (AM 01:38:31) lol then hes a boob person
tricia says: (AM 01:38:34) find a cow mfb
EINNA♥CRUJ says: (AM 01:38:41) HAHAHAHHAHA WTF
a post a day
or at least a post in 2 days. i shall try my very best to keep this tumblr alive!!
ordered iphone4 for brother today! his will arrive on wednesday :D now we are happy iphone4 users; that is if ST manage to deliver mine on monday.
coke+ginger+lemon is a good cold remedy! i shall have more of it. losing my blogging touch. kthxbye.
sucky day.
read up on a thread about iphone4 last night stalking for SH’s stocks. &to my pleasant surprise i got to know that ST is selling the phone online. sick of waiting, i decided to stick to ST& sign up for the phone online. (sidetrack, I just realised that I can recontract ever since 4 nov 2009 -___-)
then the drama came when i want to offset $100 using my mobile voucher (which stated...
NEW SKIN!!
&BLOG REVIVED!! WOOTS.
attempted to ‘re-skin’&switch to blogspot as i’m more familiarized with coding there. but im glad i kinda figured tumblr out, needs to do more editing tho :D&hoho still <3 designing.
&now i can ramble thoughts anywhere, anytime! hee
maybe i should post about my trips soon& reminisce about them.
when am i getting out of singapore?...
May 2010
4 posts
没什么好怕
天空灰了眼泪流着 我已不会再听你的胡扯 离开的话就算挣扎 也都只在我 眼泪流干过后我会好好过 我突然沉默 是因为我正在思索 我想要的生活 没什么牵挂 没什么好怕 没了暧昧活得更自在洒脱 不再和你拖拖拉拉 我世界应该更辽阔 每天在变化 没什么好怕 或许下一个会比你好很多 为自己默哀一分钟 转头重新来过
trying my best
i’ve tried; it’s too hard.
i’m trying to be crazy, trying to put a smile, trying to feel happy, trying to feel like any other normal days, trying to find something to talk, trying to be the normal me. then again, which is the real normal me? i think i have split personality.
fuck the paranoid-ness period.
i’m in search of a happy person - me.
where’d i go?
i think i've grown up
hope it’ll be just like any other day, nothing special for this year (:
fighting for dreams
i’ve been neglecting this little space too much. prolly my life is too boring to be journaled.
sometimes, i don’t like people to know so much. i’ll like to keep a low profile very much. that to be said, i love my new gadget :) i’ve been thinking of quitting the job for the longest time ever, but the niceness of the people & the working environment always gets me...
April 2010
9 posts
i think i'm rather imaginative
today marks the last day of basic survival korean. & there’s this mobile blood drive at raffles mrt. i thought it will only takes me 15 minutes but it took me like 1hr 15mins instead. zzz & ended up i didn’t get to donate still.
i hate mobile blood drive like really. they always make me feel sick. the first time i went for the mobile blood drive near my house, & i felt so...
a little update
i’ve been neglecting this little space of mine.
nothing interesting is happening in this boring life of mine. but work was pretty good. time pass faster this week.
i spent my friday night after work with janey&lindy. we had aoba ramen@ion. so nice! anyway, here are some test shots with my lx3. i think i’m beginning to love it.
my scallop ramen!
jane’s char siew ramen
...
endless stuffs
im down with flu :( & i seriously hate it. i mean, who likes flu right?
i always get sick during this period of the year, & it’s always serious, like coughing for 2 months. so now, i’m eating fruits everyday, drinking water non stop. hoping to get well soon.
busy planning taiwan trip. there are too many things that i’ve missed the previous 2 times. i’m going to...
squid ink pasta!
was feeling bored & needed something to munch on so decided that i should make my squid ink pasta!
Ingredients :
- finely minced garlic
- cooked squid ( with skin removed & cut to make into rings)
- yellow pepper
- cooked spaghetti
- squid ink sauce !
Cooking method :
1 ) Stir fry minced garlic, cooked squid & yellow pepper together in a frying pan
2) Add in...
stupid bitch
work’s pretty good, pretty slack. except for a crazy bitch today.
so there came the bitch, enquiring about her iphone stuffs. she owns an iphone and apparently, she don’t know how to use it. so she bought a macbook just for the iphone (& she’s very proud of the fact that she bought a macbook for iphone. seriously that’s fucking stupid ok?) & she keeps repeating and...
setting goals
i’ve a goal in mind & i strive to work hard in achieving that. i shall earn to get the things i want and not spend to get the things i want.
& my ultimate goal seemed too far for me :( i’m losing faith
sick mind
i dreamt that i was squeezing out blood non stop from my ears. lol i keep have bloody nightmares.
woke up early today for 清明. & got my hair smelling of joss paper the whole day. sometimes, i still couldn’t accept the fact that grandma is no longer with us. it’s kind of sad to think of it cause i’ve been avoiding the fact all along.
went for work at epicenter at 2pm. first...
a weird nightmare
suddenly remembered a weird nightmare last night.
i was eating 煮炒 at this 茶餐廳-lookalike place. while i was digging for coins to pay at the counter, there was this man who laughed at the owner of the place for being loser or something. & in anger, the owner took his chopper from the chopping board and started to hack the person. blood was splattering all over the place. and then he chopped off...
a fruitful day is a good day
woke up early but no time for a hearty breakfast. went to zhengyun’s house for mahjong (mahjong is <3 especially when you have nothing better to do) when i was too engrossed with the number of cats under his block, suddenly got this maltese pop out (which initially i thought was another cat) damn cute! it came to lick my legs then followed me wherever i went, and i walked quite long, took...
March 2010
13 posts
life is good
up till now, at least. everyday eat sleep slack shop. but it won’t last forever.
woke up 8 in the morning, went for kfc breakfast at 9.30 a.m. tell you, the chicken porridge is awesome (: but i would prefer shredded chicken to fried chicken cubes though. it’s healthier.
went to the doctor after that. i’m not telling you for what though. the doctor said i have good veins! :D...
internet has got no privacy
it always made me think twice before blogging (no no, not about bitching about people but more on my life)
it makes me wonder who is actually reading this. am i just getting more paranoid?
SOS
Can someone please cure my sadness.
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I AM NOT HAPPY
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shifting my ass outta here, not
just before i was contemplating to move back to blogger.com as tumblr’s getting real boring & the novelty is wearing off, it dawned upon me that blogger loads very slow uh. so i’m gonna stay put, at least for now. meanwhile, i shall figure out how to customize this blogskin.
i used to think that people who sleeps at 9 are boring, but now i’m envying people who can sleep at 9...
a case of desperado
my mum has been bugging me to apply for uni since don’t know when. now, combat with my dad to ask me to try and apply all of the possible uni in singapore (except for private uni), that’s actually only like 4 lah. and my mum turns desperate today when i tried to kill her little hope of me getting into nus/ntu by saying the lowest cut off is 2.57 and that is nursing course. i think out...
byebye TP
had a so called “farewell ceremony” this morning. looking back at the photos played on the slideshow, it’s kind of 不捨 feeling but it’s been finally 3 years. i woke up at 7am this morning without alarm clock, i think im so amazing. and reached at school before 10am. i feel so not myself being in school early.
had katong laksa & summerfrost ice for lunch! but i think im...
“the hardest thing of all - is to hold your tears back and pretend that you are...”
HELLO WORLD! I WANT TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE PLEASE
#1 : The weather is too fucking hot.
#2 : Singapore is boring. There’s nothing much I can do here.
#3 : Me ishz dying to go on a damn holiday.
#4 : I wanna jet offffff.
is that enough to say byebye to here?
wanted to be of something useful, thus went to the DFS interview this afternoon with a famished stomach. looking at the amount of people, the interviewers, the...
5855) A heartbreak is always a blessing from God....
poeticheartache:
theblogforyou:
I think this is amazing (:
still can't adjust my sleeping time
thinking that by sleeping at 5+ waking at 11 and going out for the whole day will leave me exhausted and sleepy, and therefore my sleeping hours can be changed! but it’s 3.15am, here I am, still awake with sleepy eyes and mind and an irritated nose (seriously i think im suffering from perfume allergy. it made my nose uncomfy up till now! & made me felt nausea)
watched alice in...
February 2010
13 posts
future is bleak
i think there’s something wrong with me today. i slept for the whole day, almost.
woke around 2 plus, ate some stuffs, watched let’s go dream team (eunhyuk, minho madness! <3) back to sleep at 5 plus. and by sleep, it’s like a deep long sleep. woke again at 9 when daddy asked if i wanted some food. i said no and he thought there was something wrong with me cause i’ve...
The saddest time in life is when you look back at...
(via colorfulballoons)
is it finally over?
so we met mp client in the noon while she gave us a treat at swensens and on top of that, shopping vouchers. that was really nice of her.
my eyes are trying hard to stay open. didn’t sleep the night before and slept only 4 hours yesterday. my head’s feeling heavy. i feel that my life’s extreme. it’s either i sleep a lot ( wake at noon, ate brunch, go back to sleep till...
happy cny!
my cny visits end yesterday, i think. so today im rotting at home and so tempted to play mahjong. im so tempted to buy a mahjong set home ): maybe later, can it fit in the cab?
anyway didn’t made any house visit for the past 2 years, finally this year everyone gets to meet together again.
2nd uncle house on the first day of new year and 3rd aunt house on the first day. it’s always...
can't explain how tired i am
it seemed so long since I last burn the midnight oil, rushing through projects. it was our very last, final project. like boon said, “we were given a second chance, but yet we choose to do it last minute again” and make ourselves suffer ): i guess old habit dies hard.
but one thing different was that, i wasn’t even panicking if i could finish it or not. still taking my own sweet...
the most bizarre dream ever
& it feels so real.
the dream started with me already dead on my chinese birthday. i was walking down the stairs, whereby it’s a dark surrounding with red and green lights (think i watched too much tv), going to report to the king of hades ( 阎罗王 )
after reporting, i made calls to my mum and aunt as a spirit (so weird right) then i asked my mum what’s she doing and she answered,...
not in the festive mood
at all.
while it was the usual thing for us to shop around chinatown during the pre-cny period, this year it doesn’t seem quite like it. mummy asked if i want to follow her to chinatown on saturday and i was thinking cny is not even here yet, then i realised it’s only 1 week away -.-
no bak kwas, love letters or whichever cny cookies on the table yet. no motivation to do spring...
tiredx1000
garghhh. im hungry. i always eat when im not hungry and don’t eat when im hungry. zzz
awesome night out at hgiap’s new place. didn’t really get to sleep as there weren’t enough rooms. 15 people but 4 rooms only. and i came back with a big bruise on my right knee T_T
i guess im so very tired. i slept on way home from khatib. came home and continue to sleep. up till now my...