January 2010
27 posts
it project show
supposed to start at 9am but i woke at 9am thanks to a baby lizard. hoho.
before going to sleep, suddenly i saw a pair of eyes looking at me. and yes, that belongs to the godamn lizard. i freaked out and i guess so did it. it was on my side table, under my creative speakers. i have no idea why is it on my table! so i started to get paranoid and whenever my feet touches something (e.g. the...
“畢竟繼續的呼吸也要有點目的 …”
– 我是真的真的很愛你 ( 言承旭 )
gong xi fa cai
suddenly i feel that my new year clothes are very new year and can only be worn on new year day.
so nonsensical right. but i think the 2 dresses are definitely not my style for everyday-wear.
formal wear tomorrow! and school at 9am. what nonsense is this. pray that i’ll be able to wake then.
& i better start finishing up my work.
“當你落淚時，你正在面對最真實的自己 …”
“我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口”
– 我以为 ( 品冠 )
so what do you want us to do?
when we’re young, parents will forever nag at us to do work and apply the ‘no-boyfriend/girlfriend-policy’ (well at least it is in my case)
and i guess once we hit 30, without a significant other, parents will start nagging at you to bring your boyfriend/girlfriend home.
“you’re not young already you know!”
today marks the 8th donation
and the worst donation.
for the 19/20 years of my life, this is the first time i fainted, alone, in a train some more ): but i can say that singaporeans are helpful. this lady asked for someone to give up their seat to me, held me to the seat and this malay aunty offered me a candy. i was breaking out in sweat after i regain consciousness.
i guess all these are thanks to the empty stomach with...
“有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…
有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人...”
– 下一站，幸福
hair extensions
yes or no?
tempting …
am i just too emotional?
i’ve been crying for one whole day today. it feels so stupid to reveal the reason - because of a drama.
i guess im just too emotional.
but it’s so sad so sad! ):
a good day today
compared to yesterday. was raining yesterday morning and therefore i was too lazy to catch a bus. took a cab instead. waited for one in the bus stop. waited for a good 30 minutes, even calling one took around 5 minutes. and guess what. someone came and stand approximately 1 meter ahead of me and there came an empty cab. fml (fyi, i was too lazy to bring an umbrella, hence i can’t stand out...
new goal in life
goals and dreams make life more interesting, isn’t it?
i used to tell myself - life is meaningless ( with a pinch of suicidal thoughts ) but now i’m not going to do that. no more popping pills, no more self-infliction. when days are hard, i shall just grit my teeth, pull it through! now, im seriously hating those scars. any remedies? D:
i think i’ve found the right path to lead...
“Don’t waste time lingering over all that you could have, should have and would...”
– (via poeticheartache)
take some time to read this. it's really sad
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said; I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me...
can't help but to feel old
so it started to rain. perfect weather for sleeping but definitely not for my legs. it’s starting to ache real badly - maybe due to rheumatism ( sounds damn old right i know! ) i hate this aching feeling. i wonder how will it be like 30 years down the road, when i’m really old. the ache’s gonna kill me then.
then again, i always have this problem - the same old aching problem...
nawww :} this is cute.
Boy: You know what?
Girl: What?
Boy: Next time i see you, don't wear that skirt again, it's too revealing
Girl: Why? I thought you loved that skirt
Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles
Girl: Ok whatever
Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. and wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows
Girl: What?
Boy: Trust me
Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty
Girl: Are You listening to what i'm saying? You're so conservative, don't choke me like this... Are you kidding me?
Boy: I'm dead serious.
Girl: You know i dont like guys who boss me around
Boy: ... Wear a veil
Girl: ... what?
Boy: Wear this ring too
Girl: ....
Boy: Marry Me
bad sleeping pattern
attempting hard to fall asleep since 1am. and only fell asleep at 6am.
mummy came in the room and asked, “why are you sleeping on the floor?”
i answered, “i was trying to look for a good sleeping place”
of course there’s mattress on the floor. sigh. sad life ):
travel!
not holidays nor i’ve finished my projects but i’m dying to go on a trip! ):
will do that once im done with mp.
bangkok / kl / taiwan / hongkong / seoul ?
it’s best if i can go to all but its so impossible ):
sigh.
irony
i hate sleeping nowadays. i always feel sleepy so i went to bed but always ended up tossing around for a good 3 hours finding a way to fall asleep and wondering when&what time im gonna fall asleep. it makes me so depressed cause i know the later i sleep the later i’ll wake, the more time im gonna waste.
well, if it happens again today i’m gonna see a doctor tomorrow. grgh
so i...
living in darkness
my ceiling lamp died on me last night. now, i gotta rush my project like that. reading off lines from textbook using the little table lamp. gonna get blind.
i soooo don’t feel like doing the stupid animation anymore.
but i still have to.
prrrrrrrrrrrgh
been sleeping at 6am+++ for the past two days thanks to MP. hope my storyboard will turn out fine, no errors pleasee *cross fingers*
chionged 2 full days already but not even half of one storyboard done. howhowhow. better speed up.
im so stressed. i can’t sleep. my mind is filled with codings. am i crazy?
p.s.: no more music. bunni said it’s annoying. i find it annoying too. lol
full house
was watching full house on kbs world the past two days and got it why so many likes it. rain is really cute in the show but not now anymore with his over-macho-body.
it’s talking about this movie star - young jae (rain) having this marriage contract with ji eun (song hye gyo) but the person he really likes is his childhood friend - hae won. but hae won likes this guy - min hyuk but min hyuk...