can't explain how tired i am - illustrations of memories

can’t explain how tired i am

it seemed so long since I last burn the midnight oil, rushing through projects. it was our very last, final project. like boon said, “we were given a second chance, but yet we choose to do it last minute again” and make ourselves suffer ): i guess old habit dies hard.

but one thing different was that, i wasn’t even panicking if i could finish it or not. still taking my own sweet pace doing it. think i don’t know what is dieeeeeee.

but overall, things turn out well, unexpectedly. and now i’m freed! able to play sims2 till nua, enjoy cny and the rest of the holiday till graduation.

finally, 3 years is coming to an end. don’t know if i should be happy or sad.

the future seems rather bleak to me now. sigh

sometimes i feel kinda sad for daddy. according to mummy, he mentioned that he rather there’ll be no new year. reason why? cause when granddad (from malaysia) called to ask if he’s returning home to spend the new year, the answer will always be no and leaves granddad in disappointment. and that makes daddy feel miserable.

and to why no it’s all thanks to my mum. because she thinks that it’s a long journey back, and even if we do go back it’s only for a day or two as my brother’s still schooling. sometimes i cannot understand this point. sigh. mummy is stubborn.

im happy today! :D

Notes / Permalink