my mum has been bugging me to apply for uni since don’t know when. now, combat with my dad to ask me to try and apply all of the possible uni in singapore (except for private uni), that’s actually only like 4 lah. and my mum turns desperate today when i tried to kill her little hope of me getting into nus/ntu by saying the lowest cut off is 2.57 and that is nursing course. i think out of desperation she actually told me that nursing is good what, next time can be senior nurse. omg who is thinking about being a senior nurse here.
seriously as long as i get into any singapore uni, any fucking degree would appeal to them, even if it not related to my future at all. it makes me feel like crying. why would i want to waste another 3 years doing something i don’t like just for the sake that I AM A FUCKING DEGREE HOLDER. just like now I HAVE A DIPLOMA! *whee~* but my diploma is useless to me! seriously wtfwtfwtf okay. i know they are concern for my future but hey, you think i’m not worried for mine?
now i feel that life is hopeless.
i sent my photo to a plastic surgeon for fun and the aftermath turns out to be hideous, looking like an alien. i will screw myself up if i ever go under his knife man. i am so not going for it anymore.
went to stephen’s house for mahjong today. luckily never lose by winning a japalang mantai zi mo! muahaha. celebrated honggiap’s birthday after that at fish&co. im not going to eat that anymore. so oily, so unhealthy.
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