today marks the last day of basic survival korean. & there’s this mobile blood drive at raffles mrt. i thought it will only takes me 15 minutes but it took me like 1hr 15mins instead. zzz & ended up i didn’t get to donate still.
i hate mobile blood drive like really. they always make me feel sick. the first time i went for the mobile blood drive near my house, & i felt so weak like never before. today, they tried to play with my veins cause they couldn’t detect and they started to poke here and there. & idk why the needles looked so much thicker. like 1-2mm thick? the blood didn’t flow into the tubes, instead it flowed out of the vein, around the skin, now i got blue black :( & it’s supposed to worsen the next few days.
and some blood did flowed into the packet, with some white, transparent fluid :/
have been going out every single day this week. learned driving. so exciting. hopefully can change tp test date.
maybe i should quite my job, so i can learn the steering wheel with dad’s car during weekend. i didn’t know handling a steering wheel can be so hard ok. sigh. got techniques one :(
anyway i went to shower, & there’s a red umbrella at the kitchen. & so you know my mind wanders a bit. its kind of scary uh. & i imagine the red umbrella floating around in my mind. and i imagined that when i open the toilet’s door i will see the floating umbrella in front of me. so scary. i think im rather imaginative right?
anyway, work tomorrow work tomorrow. i hate work :(
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