i’ve been neglecting this little space too much. prolly my life is too boring to be journaled.
sometimes, i don’t like people to know so much. i’ll like to keep a low profile very much. that to be said, i love my new gadget :) i’ve been thinking of quitting the job for the longest time ever, but the niceness of the people & the working environment always gets me thinking.
we envy the others, but when is the comparison going to end? for my heart felt shallow; a recent incident might have affected me. dying for love? probably not. maybe sick of life. sick of all these stupid shits, all the crazy earthlings. then, i asked myself if i will do the same. maybe i will. 20 years is neither long nor short. sufficient; enough.
& i’m not emo-ing. just had some insights. crazy insights.
i’m going to fight for my chance this coming saturday. most probably. not being very hopeful. but quoted from a blog. if i don’t try it’s 0%, & if i try at least there’ll be 1%.
if it is successful, it’s gonna be the best birthday present for this year :)
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